Tumblr!

heyy guys!
so for those of you who read about my saddest moments of life, heres the other side of my life!
i use tumblr for those times and i thought id share them with you:

http://morgsincali.tumblr.com/

have fun my darlings!!
and i shall be adding some more postings later on, directly from my *spectacular* journal!

<3

saying goodbye

countdown until i leave jersey.......6 days
so today i learned that the hardest thing to do every is to say goodbye to somebody you love.
first of all let me reiterate what i did last night:
i hosted an awesome party for all of my close friends and family AOUWWW
my bestie, josh, who is a total stud/cutie/omghisvoicemakesmedie person, and my girl-friends all thought he was a HOTTIE... they couldnt believe why he and i havent done anything because he is totally into me [but not single :(]
anywhosss
it was an awesome time, one that ill never forget becauseee i was surrounded by all my friends and everyone i love, and they all just gave off such a positive vibe.  but i really do love them:
gina<3
natalie<3
sara<3
chrissy<3
mary<3
mackenzie<3
josh<3
graham<3
and many othersss!!!
but like i said saying goodbye is HARD.
Thats what i did at church today..
i said goodbye to my best friend mackenzie, who btws is someone ill see everyday at school this coming week, but we both just started crying in eachothers arms.  i have never seen her cry before, and let me tell you, i dont want to see it ever again.  ohmigod it made me soo sad inside, because moments before she had been saying how my moving to CALIFORNIA hadnt hit her yet, so she hadnt been too torn-up over it...YET.
i have no idea what im gonna do w/o her.  she knows my entire life and LOVES IT, almost as much as i LOVE HER.
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josh just texted me...he said i was HOTT!!!!
iurehmxw, eeeeeeeeeee
they invited me to his hot tub whenever i come back....same for grahams family MUUUHAHAHAHAHA....aahhhhh goodtimes in the hotubs/pools/spass ;)
anyways i need to go pack...my mothers throwing a fit and argggg i love you babies:
gina<3

natalie<3

sara<3

chrissy<3

mary<3

mackenzie<3

josh<3

graham<3...so very much :_ _ _(...ahhhh struggles 

warm gooey honey

you know that warm, tingly, feeling you get when something magical happens?
like a butterfly landing on you cheek
like an eyelash-wish coming true
like when your heart melts because some people just know exactly what to say to make you feel like nothings wrong and everythings perfect?

well theres this boy; yes i know it just always seems to be "a boy", but this ones important, compared to the other ones in my life.
Well this boy, he makes my heart melt whenever i see him
people will think im stupid or extremely fucked up because ive continuously rejected him when he "goes in for the kill".  and i know he means well, and i mean well too.  i absoluetly love this boy.  i have never felt this way about any other guy.
he makes my heart get the warm-gooey-honey feeling that every girl (and guy) absolutely loves.
OHHHH the things i blurt out when he is near,
he probably thinks im CRazyyy but its trrue
I love  this boy, becaue he is my dear.

26 days

26  days.
until my life in new jersey ends.
what can i do to make a difference in those days?
how can i learn to say goodbye to the ones i love dearly?

so many hard questions and so many even harder answers.

"SUCK IT UP"
"(im trying!)"

this is going to be THE MOST DIFFICULT thing i will ever have to do.....EVER.
qio3rucoi wjr,ioxj.    blehhhh